sanctuary

I went to sanctuary,it is near to my city,called Nanaj.There are some birds and deers.I know I can't see the birds because i can not take their appointment. They are very important and they have lot of works .Like save the jungle and environment and keep their children safe. There are dry grass(hey),some trees are green .i only sat down there and looked at the nature and i felt very loneliness.why i came and disturb their life ,only because i want to see their colour and their daily life.may i give anyone this type of permission to come and see my life. Never.

Today I meet one woman,she is working in govt.sector. she always talk about govt.schemes.I always neglect her because of her habit.But when i went to the slum and i don't know the schemes which govt. allot them. I ashamed myself. so when i meet her ,i felf happiness and i told her my feelings. She surprised about my comment. she said thanks to me because she didn't aware about her habit.Oh how nice of us.
At evening she came with me and gave information to my people.They are very intersted,so they ask her various document.she was also happy because she can work for needy people.In my world i always meet good people who want to work for others. After all it is my life which very colourful and facinated me in all place.

where was men's first club situated?In any cave? or After hunting? or at any field with camp fire?
It us very difficult to say?
What is the meaning of club? Four five people or twenty,thirty people come together and talk to one another ,tease one another and if possible they talk about their work.
Wait one minute,here we are talking about the rich people and their eliet,expensive club.
Every morning wake up early,wear fine T shirt and go to the Golf club.There you talk on some light subject and play or in the evening you sit glancing the sun set and drinking some tea or anything what you like.
There will be your favourite wine and water who will respect you, they will take care of you.The whole environment will appear very be rich.
All these things where you get is called as club.
But friends this needs more money to spend.
More means more,much.The membership of this type club is Rs.5 lakh,another expenses are different.
Friend you ask me what is the need of the club? oh! what you ask me? then how men could know that they are rich,their status are increasing,.It is status symbol. Ruskin told us,"Fit yourself for the best society and then never enter it any subject".

At evening I drive the car for change my mind set. I went the road which i never saw .There were many people with their bullockcarts. The women were cooking but they don't had more utensils. They have only three utensils.In which they cooked all ressipies .I surprised.Because in the afternoon i saw some womens were took utensils for them .They were talking about only utensils. They had lot of utensils ,but they want more.I scold my mind,why he see all this things and disturbed me.

Yesterday I went in Lodhipura a slum. I sat down under the huge tree. There was huge sitting top. My friend was with me. she was frightened because she didn't have habit to work in the slum.she was disturb. But I am ok. People were working, some were sitting and chatting. so many youngster were playing cricket. And girls were helping there mother and did Bidi.They were very small girls,in this age they have to play.But they can't.I started talking to them. They didn't see at me but giving the answers.My friend did the noise from her mouth ch ch ch. She felt bad,and show it she did this type of noise. The girls did not like her behaviour. They keep silent. I said them sorry and return with unspoken word and world.

My poem

Normally i write short stories. But sometime few lines come to mind and they push me to write.They are very small,many times it has no meaning in general. Read my lines.
My legs are walking
But the way has not end,
Tears are always in my eyes,
but sorrow has not end.
Lot of happiness is there,
but my heart is still empty.
All direction call me
But
I can't leave the
a fetter of world.

Nice to think

Today I drive the car easily.I am very happy to do this . Because everytime I think and fly with my dreamy wings.Car give me real speed and show me reality. when i am driving small puppy come infront of me and looked at me.His eyes was sharp ,from that he told me that to walk on the road is my first right. I laughed at him and stop my car,Then he went away.My teacher told me the story about the lady who drive car in1905.He is talking about the media.And said everywhere we can see women's are working couragely.I think in the mind,it is you(men) people who tried to give trouble in many ways.